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Someone
once said "Even though you can't see love but you
can use your heart to feel it like a thread of the wind".
Also someone once said, "Love is like the stars
in the sky even though you can't see it but it is shining
down on you somewhere". There was a sudden wind
one day. A shining star flew into my heart. It was like
the devil. Love was by my side.
[
MOM TO HEE-SOO ]
When our Hee-soo grows up, you are allowed to like that
person more than me. That man will also love you the
most. Hee-soo has to marry the man she loves because
that's real happiness. If there is love, then the woman
will turn into a flower. It will be the most beautiful
flower out of all the flowers. That person will make
you into a flower and will love you. Make sure you get
married to that kind of person, understand?
[
WOO-JIN'S THEORY ON MEN AND LOVE ]
If men use their sincerity to love, then they would
never give up the woman they love to someone else. Even
if the world is ending and it gets to the point where
the man will have to bite his tongue to take his own
life, he will still protect his woman to the point of
death. That's men.
[
HEE-SOO'S THEORY ON WOMEN AND LOVE ]
It's not only men who can have love. Even if the sky
collapses and the earth splits and it gets to the point
where you have to bite your own tongue to take your
own life, women will also love. I'm not trying to justify
anything. I admit that the method today was wrong. But
even though I knew it was wrong, I still did it because
I think that plucking up your courage for a challenge
is nothing bad.
WOO-JIN:
Exactly what kind of woman is she that you can't confess
to yet?
CHAN-HO: A woman who is
like a piece of white drawing paper
WOO-JIN: What you mean
is she's pure. You can draw anything as it will suit
or it's a good woman because you don't know what to
draw.
CHAN-HO: It's the latter.
I feel like I know her but then again I feel like I
don't. She always makes me nervous.
HEE-SOO:
So you don't care about these rumors? But the rumors
are really horrible and they could even be linked to
the reputations of some households.
WOO-JIN: It's better than
a hundred people whom I don't know say that I'm a good
person. I am satisfied when people I like say I am a
good person. From the observance from the past few days,
I've discovered that you don't say you're tired when
you are tired, and you don't say you like something
when you do like something. Aren't you tired living
like that?
[
WOO-JIN TO HEE-SOO
]
Hee-soo, when there is a baseball match, do you know
what the special method is for a striker to get a home
run? Stand still on your base. If you're scared of the
ball then, you could never strike it. Keep your eyes
wide open. Keep your eye on the ball as it comes flying
over. Then before it reaches you, when the ball is the
biggest, use your strength to strike it. Then it will
be a home run. What I mean by fear is when you close
your eyes, it will get big. Don't escape from it. Try
to challenge it. That way, even if you turn the lights
off, you will be able to sleep.
CHAN-HO:
I wanted to give you this on my birthday (a ring).
HEE-SOO: I should give
you a present on your birthday. It shouldn't be the
other way round.
CHAN-HO: You have the right
to accept it. If it wasn't for you, I'll probably be
dead right now. It's true. When my parents passed away,
if it wasn't for you, I'll be dead. When I think of
being by your side, I can go anywhere. Will you stay
by my side forever?
HEE-SOO: Of course. Have
you forgotten that you are my shadow?
CHAN-HO: No. I don't want
to be your shadow. I don't want to be the shadow behind
you. I want to be the man who stands beside you.
HEE-SOO: It doesn't matter
if it's in front of or behind, as long as you're by
my side.
WOO-JIN:
I haven't once not liked the women who liked me. I have
made the women who liked me happy and I have broken
up with them at the happiest moment. Until now, the
women who have not been reluctant to depart have just
spent a memorable time with me, that's all. I have never
fallen in love with any of them.
CHAN-HO: Why?
WOO-JIN: I hate getting
hurt. If I lose the person I love, it's too horrible.
HEE-SOO:
You're always making me angry. What can I do? I'm waiting
for your phone call but you don't call. I think of you
but I can't see you. Compared to you liking me, it seems
like I like you even more. So how can you tell me not
to be angry?
WOO-JIN: That's why I hate
love. Sweet-talking to women and giving them surprises
often, that will make them not angry. But I'm not lying
to you, I'm being sincere but you're still angry.
WOO-JIN:
I'm telling the truth. How can you not believe me? This
is why I hate love. I need to always remember what I've
done or haven't done wrong. I need to give explanations
to why I meet people who have nothing to do with me.
Being in love once, it's really tiring.
HEE-SOO: You think I'm
not tired? This type of feeling, it's my first time
so I don't know anything about it. Everyday, I try to
think of things to make you smile. No matter how tiring
it is, but I will do it just to make you smile. The
people you like, the car you like, the clothes you like,
I will get jealous of all of them. My heart should be
in one piece but right now it seems to be in thousands
of pieces. What should I do if you don't call me? What
should I do if you say you don't like me anymore? I
want to be with you everyday but what if you get bored
of me then what should I do? There's a lot of me in
my heart. If this is love then I am really tired. I
can't do it. But I don't know any way to stop it. I
guess it must be because I like you more than you like
me.
CHAN-HO:
Why Hee-soo? I said not to do anything to her. You know
how much I love Hee-soo. You know how much I like you,
hyung. Why did you have to do it? I understand you.
Hyung can't fall in love. You can't play around with
Hee-soo in your love game! If Hee-soo likes you, then
you should reject her no matter what!
WOO-JIN: I am not playing
around this time. I like that kid too.
CHAN-HO: No. You are playing
around. You said that you have never been despicable
towards anyone you love. But if you're not playing around
and this is real, you're being despicable to me. I beg
you to give Hee-soo up. You can survive without Hee-soo
but you know that I can't live without her. You can't
do this to me. I beg you. Hee-soo, return her to me.
CHAN-HO:
Don't see Woo-jin hyung. Hyung will make you upset and
I don't want to see you hurt.
HEE-SOO: Because Woo-jin
is a player? Don't worry, he's changed.
CHAN-HO: People don't change
that easily.
HEE-SOO: It's not like
that. When we were little, do you remember the first
time you taught me swimming? Do you know what you said
to me when I kept on saying that I was afraid of the
water? If I pluck up my courage now then I'll be able
to swim forever. So you told me not to be afraid but
to have courage. If I don't pluck up my courage now
then I'll be afraid of the water forever.
HEE-SOO:
If I like someone then is it necessary to change myself?
CHAN-HO: There's no need
to change yourself. You just need to find the man who
likes the original you.
HEE-SOO: Do I have charm?
Am I worth it? I still don't feel confident about myself.
CHAN-HO: What are you talking
about? I know, you're the best.
HEE-SOO: Thanks. It would
be great if that person could say the same things as
you just did. You probably will become a coward once
you're in love. That person's expressions, his every
word. Times when he is upset, happy, smiling or crying.
I feel that I have another me inside of my heart.
CHAN-HO: I don't like you
changing.
WOO-JIN:
Why are you giving me this (the registration)?
HEE-SOO: Because you made
me paint it. At first it was my courage that made me
do it. I wanted to let you know that I can do something
good as well. But while I was doing it, painting is
happiness to me. Love is the same. There's no reason
why I like you. I feel very fortunate that I can meet
you. When I met with you, do you know what really made
me feel fortunate? 'Mine'. It was when you said you
were 'Mine'. Even though everyone seems to think that
I have everything but in fact I have nothing at all.
There's not one thing I can decide for myself. And I
don't even know why I'm still living like this. But
suddenly, one day, you came into my life and said that
you were 'Mine'. So I really felt at that time that
I was really wealthy. I now need to let go. I'm sorry.
The times when I need help, I only know to phone you.
Just like you said, it must be like flu even though
I am hurting now. But once time passes, I will forget
about it, about the pain I went through. When I wake
up tomorrow morning, I won't get a fever anymore and
I won't be angry anymore. The sadness will disappear.
Hatred will disappear too. I hope it will be like that.
[
HEE-SOO INSIDE THE PHONE BOOTH ]
What's aching in my heart, there is so much I want to
say. There's no other place to say this. And there's
no one to listen to me. What I want to say to you, I
can't say it to you now. I'll just speak my own mind.
After I received the receipt that was too much. If you
didn't want to hold on to my stuff then you should have
just threw it away. Then I won't feel disappointed like
I do now. I really am trying hard to forget you but
it's not easy. The times when I open my eyes in the
morning when I'm sleeping and when I'm at home. When
I'm on the street and when I'm at the company, you're
still shining in front of me. No matter how hard I try
to erase your entry from my phone, I can't do it. I
guess I still can't give up yet, like a dummy. We said
we won't carry on like this. But my heart can't do it.
After I put down the phone, I will erase your number.
I'll erase the memories when I was happy because of
you. And I'll erase the memories of when I was sad because
of you. 'At least in this moment I'm being sincere',
I'll erase that sentence too. Also, I'm lying when I
say I'm hoping to hear those words from you. I might
as well erase my last hope.
CHAN-HO:
Hyung, why did you break the rules?
WOO-JIN: I'm sorry. I've
always been an expert at breaking the rules. Even though
I knew you liked Hee-soo, I still went ahead with it.
I'm sorry I broke the rules. To you, I didn't want to
become someone despicable. But Chan-ho, I'm not being
despicable to you. I'm being despicable to myself. I'm
sorry Chan-ho. I can't give up. I can't shut out my
feelings.
CHAN-HO: I knew this was
coming. You don't have to feel sorry. That's right.
I've broken the rules as well. I was despicably begging
hyung. I couldn't let go but now everything's fine.
Today is only for speaking our minds. But the real game
starts now. We'll challenge each other to the end, man
to man. Remember this bit. Hee-soo and me have a total
of 15 years of memorable times between us. Not even
love can split up that river. Even if hyung decides
to jump in temporarily, there will be no result. You'll
just get washed away. Even if there is any result, you'll
just get swallowed up and laughed at.
WOO-JIN: 15 years. Good.
It's only 15 years. I can still wait by Hee-soo's side.
Is that fair?
CHAN-HO:
Even if I do get hurt, it's my business. It's not something
that you can stop. This is between me and Woo-jin. Don't
you know why I did it? I love you. Hyung knows this
too that's why he returned you to me. Do you remember
the time when I graduated from high school? You were
like that as well back then. When I think about it,
you made it your hobby scaring me. No matter if it was
then or now, I am sincere. You said that when I turned
25, you'd see me as a man.
HEE-SOO: We are family.
CHAN-HO: How can you be
family to me? I am a foreigner Go Hee-soo!
HEE-SOO: You're not a foreigner!
I have never looked up upon you as one. You are my brother
that I love.
CHAN-HO: I'm so sick of
it, you calling me brother. I've waited and waited.
I believe that one day you'll understand my heart. Don't
say you don't know. If you do then I'll be more heart
broken. You want me to wait until I'm 30 this time round?
If not 40. Or you want me to wait until I die? If you
make me wait, I will wait.
HEE-SOO: What you've said
today, I'll pretend I didn't hear it. Chan-ho, I don't
want to lose you.
[
WOO-JIN TO HEE-SOO ]
I waited until dawn yesterday. I did the same when you
worked overtime as well. If this carries on like this
then it'll become my habit. When I first heard about
your name in England, I was with Chan-ho in the tube.
Then suddenly, the tube stopped. At first we could endure
it but after 30 minutes, we suddenly thought would we
die here. But Chan-ho said he had to go see Hee-soo.
He probably thought that life was gonna end there so
he kept on calling out your name. Even though I had
many girlfriends, but besides my mother, there was no
other woman I could think of. I knew at that time, that
kid was someone who was lonelier than I was. To him,
you are the only one for him. So that's why I couldn't
say no to his request. But from now on, I have a woman
like that as well if next time the tube stops and the
woman that I want to see besides my mother.
CHAN-HO:
I was only going to find the woman I love. I have no
energy to waste to think about my actions. My brain,
my eyes, my heart, my legs, they all follow wherever
you go. Your eyes, can't you see my love for you? Your
ears, can't they hear me crying out for you? Closing
your eyes and covering your ears and pretending that
nothing has happened, that's a joke. Have you thought
about my feelings? I found it strange as well that I
could go crazy 12 times in one day.
HEE-SOO: I'm going crazy
as well here! It's not because of Woo-jin. I can't accept
your heart. What should I do? What do you want me to
do? Chan-ho, why do you always make me feel awkward?
I don't want our relationship to become uncomfortable.
I can never let you go, I can't because you are my brother
that I love. So please Chan-ho. Don't try and talk me
out of it. It's too late. I love you a lot. Hugging
you like this, it really feels warm. But it doesn't
move my heart. Don't you know what it means? I want
you to stop. Chan-ho, please.
[
THE LETTER ]
Chan-ho, It's been a long time since we've seen our
childhood pictures. When you first came to our house,
you only knew how to cry. You cried so much it made
your nose go red. I didn't know at what time you'd turn
into an adult. Looking at you everyday, I still didn't
find out. But after looking at the pictures, I finally
felt something. That's right. During the times when
I didn't know anything, you had already become a man.
Looking back, you were always on my side. Until I was
27 years old, I had never fallen in love. But I have
never felt lonely and I think that's because of you.
Because you were always by my side, that's why I didn't
know. That's right. You became my boyfriend. And you
became my lover. No, I'll be honest. I could feel how
you felt about me vaguely. That's right, I pretended
not to know. I was afraid that I'd lose you if I confirmed
your feelings about me. Chan-ho, to me, you are a very
important brother to me. I'm sorry Chan-ho. I will keep
on pretending that I don't know how you feel about me.
WOO-JIN:
I've even been through the pros list and I still can't
find him. Is there anywhere else that he would go to?
HEE-SOO: I don't know.
It's always been Chan-ho looking for me. I have never
looked for him before. I've just found out today the
people that Chan-ho knows, the places that Chan-ho went
to when he was tired. During that time, I really knew
nothing at all. I always thought that he was the Chan-ho
who would just smile in front of me. I have never thought
of how Chan-ho would be like on his own. It was because
of me that he left. I hurt his heart.
WOO-JIN: Your kind of attitude,
you'll end up giving him a wasted hope. Did you ever
think about that? If you don't want to accept Chan-ho's
feelings, there must be a day where you will experience
this kind of pain. If not, do you want to accept Chan-ho
as a man?
HEE-SOO:
You taught us not to lie, but why are you lying now?
GRANDPA: How dare you say
something as rude as that! Who was it? Who was it that
made you so rude? Was it that jerk?
HEE-SOO: No, it's grandad
who made me like this. Up until now, I saw whatever
you made me see. I went wherever you told me to go.
I did whatever you told me to. I thought that this was
life. But that's grandad's world. Since I've stepped
into society, I discovered that I really was a fool.
What if I didn't learn floristry? I wasn't going to
become an artist, then why did I have to paint so hard?
Learning other country's languages, what was the use
of that? If you'd just let me live normally then I probably
would've been happier. Why did you make me into a fool?
GRANDPA: Then come back
into my world. In my world, no one will think that you're
a fool.
HEE-SOO: I know what grandad
is thinking. What type of man I should marry. How many
kids I should have. You've thought it all through haven't
you? You've even thought about how I will live after
I get married, right? My whole life is planned out in
grandad's head. Even if it has nothing to do with me,
grandad will still make the decisions. I have a heart
as well. I have things that I want to do and things
that I don't want to do. I will get angry and start
shouting I'm not grandad's antique anymore. I want to
make decisions for my own life. I don't want to live
like mother did, granddad. In my memory, mother did
not live happily here. A mother who marries someone
she doesn't love won't be happy! Even though you loved
her, but she couldn't get father's love, that's not
happiness! That's all grandad's fault!
CHAN-HO:
Will she know that two handsome looking men are here
because of her?
WOO-JIN: That's right.
To be honest, what part of her is attractive? Her personality
is not good. She's not clever. She gets angry everyday
and cries all the time. But why do I like her so much?
It really is strange.
CHAN-HO: Then hyung, are
you going to give up?
WOO-JIN: You punk. You
really not going to give up are you?
CHAN-HO: I want to know
the reason why I like Hee-soo as well. Then I can go
and find someone like her. But I don't know the reason,
that's the problem.
HEE-SOO:
I'm sorry Chan-ho. Did you wait until now? You dummy,
you should've just gone home.
CHAN-HO: Have you ever
seen me leave whenever we have an appointment?
HEE-SOO: Why couldn't I
get through to your phone?
CHAN-HO: I turned it off.
I was scared to hear you say you won't be coming. I
guess these things will happen more often now. So the
times you won't be able to come will increase. I have
to learn that habit as well. The ''Don't wait just go''
habit. But it's great that we can go home together today.
WOO-JIN:
Why do you have to make me into this useless man? Do
you have to make me into someone like this?
HEE-SOO: Then what can
I do? I have no money and you said you wouldn't accept
my grandad's money. Do you think my heart feels comfortable
after selling all that? My pain is a million times more
suffering than yours. When we first met, do you remember
I was looking for my earring? That was my mom's possession
as well. Even I had to get it back from a stranger,
that shows how much it means to me.
WOO-JIN: So who told you
to go and sell something as important as these?
HEE-SOO: Because I love
you. You said this to me before. You'll repay the money
back but you won't repay the love. That's not my money,
it's my love. The love that my mom gave to me, I'm giving
it all to you. You're acting like a fool who doesn't
know anything. Why don't you think about my feelings
instead of getting angry at me and raising your voice?
HEE-SOO:
Go Hee-soo loves Kang Woo-jin forever. You are my first
love and you are the person I love. And you are the
person I will love from the beginning till the end.
Before falling in love, I thought that it was happiness
but then after I found out that it has another side
to it. Because of that I realized how precious it is.
Thank you Woo-jin. I love you.
WOO-JIN: That's great.
I'll make a promise as well. Kang Woo-jin will forever
be Go Hee-soo's, right? Let's start again, Kang Woo-jin
will forever belong to Go Hee-soo.
[
CHAN-HO TO HEE-SOO, ENGAGEMENT PARTY ]
You look really pretty when you smile. I haven't seen
you smile in a while. I thought Woo-jin hyung could
only give you tears. But I guess not. Do you know how
pretty your smile was just then? If it wasn't that pretty
then I wouldn't be envious. If hyung can give you happiness
then go to him. I can only smile if you smile. Even
though we're gonna be apart but we're still as one.
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